Most common mistake

Guess what? 99% people have already committed this mistake and the rest 1% is doing it right now....excited to know what that mistake is? Well its hard to explain but let me try....People try to look others in their own perspective and get an idea about them..well this is not a mistake is it really? I agree too... but, this leads to commit the mistake....most of them try to judge others with the knowledge which they have on others and try to give an opinion even when no one really cares to listen it ..in some cases it is no where close enough to judge a person...judging a person by his looks is the most foolish mistake people commit..u all know what i am talking about?? No exceptions here every one often do this.....i m not going to talk about it cause that really doesn't bother me..but what makes me sad is people who tries to deny to appreciate when one really deserves it and try to judge a person and damper ones creativity. When you are ready to criticize something which u don't like then, well be prepared to appreciate something which u like, Everyone has a opinion about everything but please never and ever tell them unless the other person badly needs it from you...That would be the best help you could do to for anyone.....This is a universal small 'n' minute mistake committed by everyone at least one in their lifetime which i m sure may have affected directly or indirectly to some other's progress in a major way, it will be too late by the time you realize what u've done.....I can't stop people who do this but only thing i could do is to talk about it and write about it.....

enno enno

enno enno ennenno

anuchukunna baavalenno

cheppaleni sangatulu enno

pedavi daatani oosulenno

manasu palakani maatalenno

mounam veedani kshanalenno

eduruchusina gadiyalenno

neekosam...........

My source of Inspiration

Sometimes he is called God….and the very next day he might be thrown to hell….He is the hope for 100 million people for the past 16 years and still going strong though, People don’t see what is he all about, People don’t care about his sensuality before making their comments, He has to take both the criticism and praise equally in this democratic country….But this kind of treatment for a player like him might affect sometimes….Its hard to come back suddenly from hell isn’t it? It is unfair to criticize a person for just a couple of bad innings, who has dedicated all his life for cricket…He used to say this line very often. People remember only the last innings you’ve played they don’t care about your past records. This is very true in India…One bad innings or one bad series doesn’t mean the end of the world….Criticism ignite the power in you to show the world that you still have it in you and that day is not far….Just one good innings and that’s it he will be back in to business again. Cricket is the only world that he knows…..and I still believe that he has yet to deliver his best performance and he is arguably the best player who can fit into any kind of surface and any kind of attack even Don braddman hasn’t played on all kind of surfaces, yes this point should be noted. “35” (centuries) is not exactly the number which we are satisfied with in test cricket he still has the potential to make that 45 plus…Just playing aggressive cricket doesn’t mean that you are in fine form sometimes you get into situations that your country cannot afford losing your wicket since it is priceless so you need to know how to get runs with out scoring boundaries, you should anticipate the bowler’s mind and command aspects like running between wickets these are very important aspects in cricket which makes anyone a complete player…He inspires confidence in the team and even the opposition too…yes I am not exaggerating its true. He is a born talented cricketer unlike dravid who earns his every single run through hard work…..but same doesn’t apply to the little master. Yes I agree that there are some cloud covers over the sun at the moment but how long can you stop the sun? Yes the stage is set for the master to prove once again for the world that he was best and is best and will be the best cricketer… When that day comes the first person who will not be surprised is me, Cause I know that this day will come.

- Raj



King Richards – “He is 99.5% perfect. I’ll pay to watch him play”

Dennis Lilly - “If I would bowl to sachin I would bowl with my helmet on”

Sometimes i feel

I get sad like everyone else when i get disappointments but i feel there is some force in me which makes me different from the rest of the world....having great ability to absorb any sort of pressure in any kind of situation....Having the ability to bounce back when i am completely down......is a bit of advantage......I take things for granted in certain times which lets me down in some crucial situations...But still life moves on.....my experiences are my motivation...I feel the driving force in me is "me"....I am sure that its impossible for any other person to understand what my mind is thinking cause i often tend to mislead persons by pretending myself as some other different person so there is absolutely no chance for them to see the real me...I act like myself only when i feel i should...I exactly know what i am my strengths my weaknesses, my passions, my ups and downs,,,,,,I keep my sadness in me...i'll try to burry all the sadness in my eyes and always try to act as normal...there are really few things which excite me truely rest are only temporary....I do certain kind of things even i dont like them from my inner heart......I dont know i am doing it right or wrong.....But i am sure my inner soul always drives me to the right things...i get it right whenever i hear to it.....i do mistakes when i don't hear to it....My eyes always search for something constantly and the search continues still i dont know when it ends but i m sure i'll find it one day sooner or later and then i may calm down a bit and be myself more often.....so many unanswered questions at the back of my mind will be answered for sure......

12-16-05 (small story )

Iddaru friends unnaru valla iddari perlu sanjay and suresh...Sanjay ki valla pedananna ante chala gouravam...valla pedananna peru ramanujam..Aayanaki pelli kaaledu...pelli ante ishtam ledu..so sanjay ni tana varasudu la penchaadu Aayanaki konni nammakaalu unnayi..Aayana punarjanma ni baaga nammuthadu...By profession aayana retired HM..Phd chesaru..Aayana life motham deeni gurinche research chesaru..asalu devudu unnada? deyyam unda? poorva janma unda? swargam unda? narakam unda? punarjanma unda? Veeti meeda oka book raasaru...Avanni sanjay manasulo gattiga naatukunnayi...Sanjay tanu malli janmisthadu ani gattiga nammuthadu suresh oka naasthikudu, denini nammadu,valla father Army lo major..Tanaki pilot kavalani korika, sanjay and suresh iddaru intermediate chaduvutunnaru oke college lo..valla alochanalu,abiprayalu veru veru Aina kaani iddaru manchi friends ayyaru.. sanjay chala sunnitha manasthatvam kaligina vaadu..tanu cheppindi evarina kaadante adi prove cheyyadani emina chesthadu.Ye vishaninaina chala serious ga teesukuntadu dec 16th sayantram cricket match aadadaniki sanjay,suresh iddaru vellaru..match ayina taravatha iddaru ground lone undi poyaru..iddaru kurchuni chala sepu matladukunnaru opic cricket nunchi,cinemalu nunchi, nemmadiga evils and gods gurinchi start ayindi
Dec16th sanjay jaatakam prakaram oka gandam undi ani valla pedananna gamanisthadu.. Aayana Aa roju tana swagramam lo unnadu..sanjay mobile ki call chesthadu..sanjay mobile ki call chesthadu..sanjay phone lift chesina ventane call cut avutundi..sanjay mobile lo charging ayipoyindi...valla pedananna sanjay parents ki phone chesi..sanjay ekkada unna ventane intiki vachey mani cheppamantadu...Eelopu ground lo manchi discussion lo undaga call raavadam valla sanjay call gurinchi marchipothadu...suresh asalu devudu deyyalu levu ani gattiga vadistunnadu..valla iddari abiprayalu veru ani modati sari ga vallaki telisindi ippude..sanjay punarjanma undi nenu malli janmisthanu ani chepthadu...suresh daniki gattiga navvuthadu...Yedisavle vine vaadu unte neelanti vallu edina cheptharu velli vere evarikina cheppu nammutharu ani yegathali chesthadu..sanjay ki tana maata nammadamledu yelagina prove cheyyali ani aa kshanam lo gattiga feeling vastundi...oka nimasham alochinchi tana intiki call chesthadu
..valla mother orey ekkada unnav ra? ventane intiki vachey ani pilustundi..Sare amma vasthanu kaani
koncham aalasyam avutundi..daddy ki kooda cheppu..nuvvu emi baada padaku naa gurinchi nenu tappakunda ntiki vasthanu...Pedanannani adiganani cheppu amma..Nenu cheyyavalasina pani okati undi ani antaadu Valla amma entra emi matladutunnav...sarele aa panedo tvaraga chesi intiki vachey antundi...suresh sanjay tho neeku telusa poorvajanma lo nene bhaghat singh ni...next janma lo evarila pudadam ani alochistunnanu ani Yegathali chesthadu...Sanjay ki Kopam teevrastayi loki vastundi..Sanjay Ila annadu Orey nuvvu chala tappu chesav ra...Taravatha chala baada padathav antadu....Suresh daniki
ayyabaaboy chala bayam ga undi ani joke chesthadu...sanjay parigeduthu velli ground daggare unna
kobbari bondala kottu lo kathi teesukuni sucide chesukunnadu.............

After 7 years

Sanjay suspicial suicide gurichi mella mellaga andaru marchipoyaru...Sanjay parents kolukunnaru valla
valla panullo padi busy ayyaru..sanjay gurinche alochinchakunda valla chinna koothuru swetha gurinchi
alochinchadam modalupettaru....Sanjay pedananna maatram Deeni venuka edo nijam daagi undi ani gattiga nammadu...sanjay chinna vishayaniki suicide chesukune antha piriki vaadu kaadu ani baaga telusu... Suresh tana kalla mundu aa incident jarigina taravatha upset ayyadu...sanjay cheppindi ippatiki tanu nammaledu...Tana way of thinking lo elanti marpu ledu...Suresh Engg complete chesadu...Prastutam Pune lo Oka software mnc lo job chestunnadu....Oka roju sanjay ki private number nunchi oka call vachindi oka chinna pillavadi voice vinipinchindi...kaun he beta tu ani pilichadu....Naaku hindi raadu suresh uncle annadu...hey naa peru neeku ela telusu? ani acharyam ga adigaadu....naaku anni telusu ani pillodu cheppadu malli call chesthanu bye ani cheppi pettesadu...suresh ki number trace cheyyadaniki kooda kudaraledu..endukante aa call oka private number nunchi vachindi...suresh aa vishayanni antha serious ga pattinchukoledu....1week taruvatha malli oka private number nunchi call vachindi..enti suresh uncle bagunnara annadu...neeku emi kaavali? evaru nuvvu? ani adigadu....meeru marchipoyi untaru uncle nenu meeku telusu..chala baaga telusu manam iddaram kalisi aadukunnam kooda annadu...Suresh Orey neeku pichi gaani ledu kada phone pettey ani pettesadu....Suresh appati varaku Hutch sim vaadevadu kaani eeroju company nunchi corporate connection teesukunnadu...Activate chesina 20 minutes ki suresh ki call vachindi...Enti uncle number maaristhe gurthupattalena??? Suresh first time koncham tension feel ayyadu...Uncle enti parking chesi unna nee bike ni evaro accident chesaru? hahaha okasari bayatiki velli chusuko...nijam gaane bike full damage ayyi undi Suresh ki Aa raatri nidra sarigga pattaledu....Next roju suresh ki phone raaledu....koncham relax ayyadu... company ki velli tana email id open chesi chudagaani..inbox loki "16" Mails vachaayi...Anni mails lo oke matter "Orey nuvvu chala tappu chesav ra...Taravatha chala baada padathav"....Suresh ki aa maatalu ekkado baaga vinattu gurthu..Ee sangatanalu gurinchi suresh tana intlo vallaki gaani, collegues gaani cheppaledu...Aa roju night malli phone vachindi...Suresh orey nee peru enti? neeku emi kaavali? enduku nannu ila torture chestunnav ani adigadu Nenu Stjohn's school lo chaduvutunnanu...Velli maa school records lo naa gurinchi enquire chesuko ani address cheppadu..next roju suresh school ki velli details teesukunnadu...School prastutam holidays icharu....Aa details lo J.S.Suri ani peru undi...Anitikante ascharyamina vishayam emiti ante Aa abbai date of birth....december 17th 2005 ....Akkada unna Aayas ni J.s.suri photo chupinchi Aa abbai gurinchi details adigadu...Ee abbai peru "sanjay" suri chala calm ga untaadu..evvaritho matladadu ani chepparu....Adress kanukunni akkadiki velthadu suresh kaani valla family antha England ki ninne tour ki vellaru ani chepthadu watchman.....Suresh taruvatha intiki velthadu


Alochinchadam modalupedathadu....asalu idi ela saadhyam ayindi?? Final ga 2 gantalu jarigina vishayalani taluchukuni alochinchina taruvatha sanjay malli janminchadani poorthi ga nammuthadu....tanalo modati saari ga bayam modalayindi ye phone calla vachinaaa, yekkadiki vellina ave gnapakaalu...suresh valla kaledu...job ki konni rojulu leave pettadu tana paristhithi gurinchi evvariki cheppaleka potunnadu...tanu aa roju ala maatladinanduku..tana friend sanjay ni yegathali chesinanduku chala baada padutunnadu....Ratri time 2 ayindi...phone ring ayindi? phone lift cheyyagane..suresh orey sanjay nenu odipoyaanu nuvve gelichaavu...nenu ninnu poorthiga nammutunnanu...nannu emi cheyyoddu please.....nannu vadiley neeku ala jariginanduku nenu chala baada padutunnanu..inkeppudu evarithonu vaadichanu annadu....Phone lonunchi ye voice vinipinchaledu ....Phone chesindi chinna pillavaadu maatram kaadu(ramanujam)...Enti ramanujam enti suresh ki phone raatri 2 gantalaku cheyyadam enti anukuntunnara????sanjay maraninchina taruvatha ramanujam sanjay maranam ela jarigindo parisodinchaadu....Aa roju ground lo kobbari bonadala vaadi daggara nunchi konni vishayaalu sekarinchaadu...inka suresh dairy ni sampaadinchaadu....konni years manchi avakaasam kosam wait chesadu....sanjay marananiki oka ardham kalipiddam ane alochana ramanujam ki kaligindi...anduke sanjay suri ane oka pilla vaadi details sekarinchaadu...aa pilla vaadila tane suresh ki phone chesi inni rojulu tanatho maatladadu...sanjaysuri london ki veltunnaru ani telisi tana address aa roju suresh ki ichadu...bike accident cheyinchindi ramanujam....emails chesindi ramanujam......ramanujam tana sontha koduku lanti vaadu maranam tho konni nijaalu telusu kunnadu punarjanma untundi ane tana nammadam valane tana sanjay tanaku dooram ayyadu ani...ee nammakaalaku dooramga unte tana sanjay tanaku dakkevadani ardham ayindi...tanu research chesina books anni kalchesadu....Pasi manasullo ippatiki chedistunna konni nijalani cheppadam manchidi kaadu ani...vallaki uttejam, dhairyam,jeevitham meeda prema,edina sadinchi chupinche pattudala nerpinchadam mukyam ani gurtinchadu....suresh ni tanu kevalam sanjay aathma santhi kosame intha kshoba pettadu...tanu swathahaga oka HM kavadam valla
suresh ni marintha baada pettadam ishtam leka......Oka Email ni raasadu...sare ninnu kshamistunnanu...vellipo...vadilesanu batikipooooo...ani raasadu..suresh konni rojulaki maamulu vyakti la maaripoyadu..kaani inka sanjay eppatikina malli kalusthademo anna bayam maatram poorthi ga poledu.....ramanujam oka school pettadu...pillalaki tanu anukunnate manchi vishala gurinche bodinchadu....


After 7 years

Private number nunchi suresh ki call vachindi.................

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